Waiting

I do not know how I got here
I do not know why you took me in
This world seems cruel and crazy
This is the only place I have ever been

When I see you in this light
I begin to think about my life
Is it heaven or is it fate
What is love and what is hate?

This whole place is confusing
This emptiness eats away at me
I think that I am losing
I think I have lost my sanity

When I want to live my life
I am lost within this fight
Is this love a twisted fate?
I think I am failing at this rate

I am desperate to live again
I am lost and I am shattered
Will you please be my friend?
Do you still think I matter?

When I see you in this light
I begin to think about my life
For me, are you willing to wait?
Or did I just come too late?

This was more of a story if anything. The person speaking is amnesiac and the only world he knows is the home he was taken into. Unable to find his memories, he builds knew ones with his caretakers and comes to form feelings for one of them. Without a past, identity or even a name he doesn't know if he is truly worthy of the person he feels affections for.