Please take my soul
And then never let me see it again
Just crush my spirit
Until I will never heal in the end

I am just a cell
That holds this havoc and pain in
So I ask you to destroy me
To the point I crash and burn

I can't escape...
I am unable to flee these chains
Take all my hope now
Crush it until it doesn't look mundane

Let me just hang here
And die watching the universe spiral away
Now leave me... Deceive me,
And don't let me see the light of day

Because sometimes you just want it all to end... because if everything ends, then that means the pain will go along with it as well. At the time though, I was never desperate enough to do it myself. I just wouldn't have minded if my time came in my early youth either.