It seems the library is looking for an assistant. My mother told me this tonight while we were grabbing a bite at Wendy’s. Half of the meal was her talking on the phone and me being amused by it. The news shocked me and by now, I have gotten somewhat alienated even from libraries, or so I assume with how I reacted to the one here. Then again, I never really had been in public libraries. I have only been to school ones.

I am willing to give it a go. I am scared to death, per usual, at the aspect of working somewhere. I am uncertain about if I will be able to do a capable job. Sigh. Well, as I always have been, I am willing to try. Heck, I have not even gone to ask about it yet and I am already fretting.

To anyone else, the library would seem probably small or normal. To me, it is huge. I am afraid I would be lost in it for quite a while. It is a very nice one though and as you would expect, it is quiet.

When we check into it, I will have to get into the only nice pair of clothes I own. Yes, I only have one pair. If the endeavor turns out successful then I will have to go shopping for sure. I never had to worry about that for the longest of time since as known, I have been hiding inside the house for an extended period now.

Along with that, it will clash with my working schedule in regards to keeping the house moderately nice. Even more, there is the case of my utterly sporadic sleeping. Monday morning I hit the bed at seven or eight and did not wake up again until seven this morning. Why it happened, I have no idea. I must have needed it though, because my head was not affected like one’s head usually is after so much sleep. I felt just dandy in truth.

Other than that, as mentioned in the last entry, I will be going to see the doctor tomorrow, around two, and likely, after that I will check in about the library opening. Then on Friday off to my brother’s we go.

Sigh.

Here is hoping.

Oh, and for squealing purposes, Kyle has a crush! I cackle. Oh for the wish of a hidden camera!

~The Vampire Sheep