My girls made it back from Baltimore much to my relief. I was afraid of things happening… like the plane crashing or something terrible like it. They got on later than planned, but it was better than never. In addition, this week they started their second semester of college. Poor girls… They are taking a full load. Gah! I want to hug them, and snug them and pet their plant named George! I need to ask how he is doing by the way…

Sigh… This week is a blur more or less. Sed came about last Friday and was annoying. I did my usual routine, or lack thereof. Along with that, I seem to have picked up a short-term hobby of making gifs. I have been doing them of my fictional characters and the girls seem to like them, therefore there is great joy. Another tidbit is that I wrote a short story yesterday and they seemed to enjoy it as well. Yay!

Kyle has lifted off from Suckersville and now is residing in a nest of his own. He seems to be doing fine and the more I notice those “around me” the more I realize I am utterly screwed when it comes to going out into the world and “making it”. I would care more if I were back a year ago maybe, but now I am quite apathetic. I think that for once having a less stress life has made me go out the door and into apathy.

Then again, I never was one to aspire. I usually only did what other people wanted. I guess the difference here now is that since my parents realize I did everything out of obligation and pretty much gave myself a nervous breakdown, they think it is best to make me not feel obligated and do as I “want”. I always found that rather funny. “What I want”. Well, I now have what I “want” and am bloody happy to have it. Sad thing is, it will not last forever. What is it? Having no stress was my want. Now my parents say I am actually looking and acting better. Freakishly I even said that I thought I was happy for once in my life. Happy plus me never seemed to make sense. Therefore, I was rather dumbfounded at the revelation.

Sigh. There is not much left to ramble about.

Soon I will get to visit the doctor. My mom saw him yesterday I believe. She said he was okay. She did not seem extremely taken by him, but she did not hate him either. Here is hoping. Two days later, I will be going to see my brother and father. Here is luck to that visit as well.

~ The Vampire Sheep