As said last entry… I am not quite here. CP and Neko could tell you that. My poor girls… I have not really been on that much and when I am on, it is in the mid morning hours. I have been sleeping a lot… especially yesterday. I figure it is my old habits picking up. I am sleeping for a long time span once every month, as my parents know quite well. Sometimes it can last a few days, others it can last a week or slightly more. I have been sleeping so much I actually sleep at night! It is scary, I know. Due to that, I am not on until around four in the morning… yesterday I was out almost all day and all night. I had slept a lot the day before that as well.

Sigh.

Well, most of the week was still spent on the web page. I think it has finally gotten to the point that I cannot really do much else… fun times, though… fun times. Until I am able to accumulate more, I suppose it is on hold. Growl!

I talked to Kyle for a short while at some point. He has been sending me music files sporadically. It is… interesting. Oh, I know. I saw him on Thursday because I told him about seeing the shrink. I saw her on Friday. It seems the meetings are more for her. Apparently, she wants to get to know me better. I do not mind. There is not much to know really. Maybe if she met me a couple of years ago, by god would there be plenty… Now though, my life is simple, routine and downright content. Joy.

I seem not to care for eating right now. Oh, I will eat; I just do not find it favorable. My body is odd. I have no routine whatsoever biologically. I do not eat specifically, and often forget in truth. My sleeping patterns are so atrocious they cannot really be said to have a pattern. My memory can be surprising and at other times typical…. many happy things.

The only thing that is actually scheduled with me is my side effects or whatever they would be called. Each month I break out, which is annoying since I never had such problems before the knowledge that I had bipolar. I have a nosebleed once a month. I have the sleeping period once a month. I have so many “fun” things. Oh, and something constant would be my drinking. I always need drinks. Yay.

Geez… I have only been up and about for two hours and a half and I am becoming tired in the head again. Yeah, I am physically wide-awake. My head is what cries out for sleep now. It is insane. These sleeping spells always make me feel lazy… which is silly since I just finished vacuuming, sweeping, dusting, laundry, wiping, and all of that fun stuff. There were additional chores as well that concerned toilets, sinks, and showerheads that were forming orange coloring. Something tells me this shirt is going to have much bleach markings once it is washed. Damnable. All of my shirts are going to have bleach on them sooner or later.

Oh, and I will have to go to the city capital on the nineteenth. My dad will be with my brother at that time. My mother and I will be there for the weekend. Maybe then I will be able to actually have a decent haircut scheduled! By the end up this month, I get to see out new family doctor and have a physical or something. Joy. In addition, around September seventh or something like that, we will be up there again for my eldest brother’s birthday.

Sigh.

That is all I am typing.

~ The Vampire Sheep that is Sleeping too Much