The attempt to sleep like normal people is failing. Today I crashed. I managed to get up at 9:30, but I was feeling so tired and my head was bothering me so much I gave into laying down. I slept all day for the most part. Jeez.
My eldest brother and his girlfriend visisted today, thus I rarely saw them. My dad is going back tomorrow. My second brother is coming back tomorrow. I’ll be able to get into routine in terms of cleaning.
Also… I hate to say it… but I think I am starting to feel something akin to jealousy or discarded. Silly, I know, but… well, it is happening. I have been seeing these certain pictures at a place I check into on the web. The dates on the pictures are not that far away from the day I see them. I seem to be discouraged and it has not even been two months yet, but… There is a difference this time. I know what the difference is as well.
Oh well.
I have some things to do now, so I guess that is all.