{"id":40,"date":"2005-10-31T04:09:00","date_gmt":"2005-10-31T11:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/?p=40"},"modified":"2005-10-31T04:09:00","modified_gmt":"2005-10-31T11:09:00","slug":"happy-birthday-brooke-and-denise-even-though-i-cannot-tell-you-it-directly-in-any-form-or-fashion%e2%80%a6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/?p=40","title":{"rendered":"Happy Birthday Brooke and Denise (Even though I cannot tell you it directly in any form or fashion)\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6"},"content":{"rendered":"

Last week is a blur. I remember nothing. Then again, I was likely very submerged in reading. I even forgot about what I dub as \u00e2\u20ac\u0153family time\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. Other than that, I know that I worked slightly on a drawing, which I finished tonight\/this morning. Saturday and Sunday were spent in medication withdrawal. I depend on my mother to give it to me since my memory is not adequate for such a task. Well, this weekend hers was not either. I was in bed for an atrocious amount of time. The joys of dependency on drugs it seems. <\/span><\/p>\n

My father made it down around twelve thirty. I was still in bed feeling under the weather. He left a box of old books in my room, and after groggily managing to rise at least my upper body, I allowed one arm to move to shift through the books like one would through files in a cabinet. Yes, I was in that pathetic of a state. After a couple of hours later, I was able to even get out of the bed.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

I arose and was very out of control of my usual self. I ran into the box, I stumbled out of the room and those two things alone are things I do not do unless in a strange manic state full of odd quirks. My father was resting in the living room by then I think \u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 I cannot recall. The day has been foggy for the most part.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

There were intentions to eat around three or four. I had not eaten for the longest time though, so I made some toast with a slice of cheese in between. It was Dad or my brother \u00e2\u20ac\u201c wait, it was likely my brother \u00e2\u20ac\u201c who told me I should not be eating since dinner would occur soon enough. I of course ignored it. Standing, sitting\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 my head was a dense haze. I was sort of a thing that just sat there\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 nothing.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

It was then it occurred to me that I could not recollect my medicine. My mom was next to me at that point and I inquired her about it. Apparently, I was in withdrawal. She thought I took my medicine. I responded by asking her how I could have taken it since I had been unconscious for a disturbingly long period this weekend. There was more quips put into the conversation, but I lack clarity.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

I took a shower and ended up looking very nice since I somehow received compliments, which is utterly bazaar. It was nice though, so I had my dad take a picture for the heck of it. Hey, it is a rare occasion \u00e2\u20ac\u201c me looking good that is \u00e2\u20ac\u201c and I was lacking my lack thereof brain.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Eventually we left to eat around four. The place intended was closed for the day though, so we went elsewhere. The place was worth it. It was a Mexican restaurant. My father in the end decided to take a bite out of a pepper. It might have been a jalapeno or it could have been worse. Either way, his reaction sent the table into laughter. Poor Dad. The evening was nice though. <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

We then went out to look at houses. We are residing in a rental home, so of course we are still looking around. My brother was showing my dad areas we had looked through before. Then at the end, we went through a park none of us but my brother had seen. When we got home, I went for my room as usual and spent my time alone as usual.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

I have been up all night reading and drawing. My parents have just now gotten up. My mother had poked her head in first and then my dad entered just a few minutes ago to give me my medicine and something to eat.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Sigh. <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Today the only thing that is scheduled is to go to the grocery store with my father. In addition, I believe he intends to cook dinner tonight. My, my\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 Halloween. It will be my first time to celebrate it here. I am not much of a celebrating person \u00e2\u20ac\u201c I avoid my birthday even. Still, it is interesting to consider. We will spend Thanksgiving where my eldest brother lives. Christmas will be spent here. <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Anyway, I suppose that is all I really have to type other than that I have not seen the girls or Kyle for who knows how long now. My Internet Is back, obviously\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 it just happens to come back when I am out of commission. Joy.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

~ I still feel hazy\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Last week is a blur. I remember nothing. Then again, I was likely very submerged in reading. I even forgot about what I dub as \u00e2\u20ac\u0153family time\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. Other than that, I know that I worked slightly on a drawing, which I finished tonight\/this morning. Saturday and Sunday were spent in medication withdrawal. I depend on […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}