{"id":367,"date":"2012-01-04T01:33:15","date_gmt":"2012-01-04T06:33:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/?p=367"},"modified":"2012-01-04T01:33:15","modified_gmt":"2012-01-04T06:33:15","slug":"freaking-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/?p=367","title":{"rendered":"Freaking Out&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I remember once admitting a slight crush to a friend of mine. I am not the sort to really talk about such things. Her face lit up. I guess she was touched that I shared such a thing. Personally it freaked me out \u00e2\u20ac\u201c her response. Soon enough she began to move closer. I still am not certain as to what she was going to do, but my instincts said she was going to hug me. Yes&#8230; I freaked out over that.<br \/>\nWhen I freak out I either freeze or take flight. I took flight that time. Dodging her, I tried to escape by ducking under her outstretched arms. I almost made it but my hand, which was in a fist, made contact with her stomach. Shocked, I turned to her. She looked at me utterly hurt. I have no idea if she felt I attacked her or if the hurt was due to physical pain. Maybe it was both emotionally and physically. I felt extremely bad of course.<br \/>\nYes though&#8230; her trying to hug me freaked me out that day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember once admitting a slight crush to a friend of mine. I am not the sort to really talk about such things. Her face lit up. I guess she was touched that I shared such a thing. Personally it freaked me out \u00e2\u20ac\u201c her response. Soon enough she began to move closer. I still [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-367","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/367","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=367"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/367\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=367"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=367"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=367"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}