During the weekend my dad said something along the lines that if I am mentally ill I have a ton of people fooled. I often wonder that too. I seem just fine\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 but then I remembered that is because I am in a \u00e2\u20ac\u0153safe environment\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. Change it and in a month you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll get a bi-polar suicidal cutter who hides under tables when unable to escape and likely is not that pleasant to be around.<\/p>\n
I also know that he often is not there during my less than favorable times. My mom was. I guess that is why she understands\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 that, and the fact that my dad is in denial when it comes to anything that might be bad about me, I believe.<\/p>\n
My mom just tells it to me as it is. She knows I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d like to know the facts. She says I have a good outlook on it. Okay? Whatever. What is my outlook? I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m a medicated nutcase is just as simple as saying my eyes are brown. I am what I am. It seems it is a good thing to think that way. Heh.<\/p>\n
Oh, yeah, I learned from the insight of my mother that the kid who told me I was likely going to be the next American psycho in my seventh grade math class had justification in saying that. How so? I asked her, based on when she saw me in my times of\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 needing medication and \u00e2\u20ac\u0153safe environments\u00e2\u20ac\u009d, if I was really that bad. She told me she could see why he said that. I of course responded with, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Well, crap.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
I guess it is all perspectives.<\/p>\n
Let\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s see now\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 notes.<\/p>\n
\n
Dad liked the present it seems.
\nDue to Labor Day he will be able to come down this weekend as well.
\nOnce August is over, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll only have a month until he can stay down here for good.
\nMy eldest brother\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s birthday is September seventh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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