{"id":106,"date":"2005-10-16T16:22:00","date_gmt":"2005-10-16T23:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/?p=106"},"modified":"2005-10-16T16:22:00","modified_gmt":"2005-10-16T23:22:00","slug":"learn-to-be-lonely","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nyxity-lee.com\/blog\/?p=106","title":{"rendered":"Learn to be Lonely…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have little to nothing to write about, mainly because I am on a reading high – specifically fan created fiction on POTO. I received the 2004 movie version of it recently and was quite moved. In fact, it is the first movie for me to \u00e2\u20ac\u0153cry to\u00e2\u20ac\u009d\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 if you count a single tear. <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

I downloaded a few songs and have fallen for the actor\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice for the phantom. I had heard Michael Crawford\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice for the song, but I could not help but go for the movie\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s singer. Watching the movie, I first thought the actor\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice left much to be desired, but considered the case of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153those who can, do, those who can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t teach\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Then after hearing the music on headphones and comparing it to the musical\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 Yes. I enjoy the movie\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s singer better for the theme song at least. It is more masculine… baritone and all of that. It fit more to what I was seeing in terms of a dark, brooding Phantom. Perhaps if I had seen the Broadway portrayel where the Phantom is not ridiculously “good looking”, then the tenor voice would have gotten me first. I can see that voice better for the more original portrayel – Erik. Even more, the instrumental usage in the movie is more of my tastes. It\u00e2\u20ac\u201dis\u00e2\u20ac\u201drapture. <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

It makes me miss singing, really. My throat has never quite been the same after changes. I assume it may very well be the medications. Either way, it hurts, my throat does, it goes shaky and it cracks. It is\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 rather saddening. Oh well. I still dislike hearing me go off tune though.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Well, other than that, I have not seen the girls for perhaps a week now. I suppose they are either having a family concern, school is going overload or their Internet is a bust. Here is luck to them.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Today is another thing. I found that my ability to become aggravated or irritated -whichever word – I become such a state easily if something changes from my usual ways. It had been a while since my last occurrence of that. It\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 rather leaves me slightly concerned. In other words, by god, I am never going to do well working with others or by standards other than my own. I can, sure, but in the end, I will keep it concealed until it explodes and I am enraged, sick, or have a nervous breakdown. Sigh. Oh well.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

On the 19th<\/sup> I will be seeing the dentist and will find out just how poorly kept my teeth are \u00e2\u20ac\u201c as I am certain my teeth will die on me by age twenty.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

My next meeting with Wynn will be December the 9th<\/sup>.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Father will be coming back in two weeks I believe.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

I suppose this shall end. I want to put down some lyrics though.<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

From: The Phantom of the Opera (2004)<\/u><\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Performed by: Minnie Driver<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Composed by: Andrew Lloyd Webber, (Music\/Lyrics); Charles Hart, (Music\/Lyrics); Richard Stilgoe, (Music\/Lyrics)<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Child of the wilderness<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Born into emptiness<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Learn to be lonely<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Learn to find your way in darkness<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Who will be there for you<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Comfort and care for you<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Learn to be lonely<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Learn to be your one companion<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Never dreamed out in the world<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

There are arms to hold you<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve always known your heart was on its own<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

So laugh in your loneliness<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Child of the wilderness<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Learn to be lonely<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Learn how to love life that is lived alone<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/p>\n

Learn to be lonely<\/span><\/o:p> <\/p>\n

Life can lived <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Life can be loved <\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

Alone\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/span><\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n

~ Enraptured\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/span><\/o:p><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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