Loud Colors in a Blur…

Eh… Again, this will just be of highlights I recall. Tuesday night my dad came to the back room where my mom and I are when watching TV. A baby bird fell out of its nest. It was around eight then, so I left the room to see. It looked to be a baby dove. It wasn’t in shock and it looked unharmed. At the time I had been hopeful. The parents would hopefully come back and save it.
The next day when I went to get the mail, I saw it again. Well, I thought I saw it. I pointed it out to the mailman and he noted there seemed to be another one. The one I saw apparently was its sibling. The one from the night before was still in the area I last saw it. I wasn’t so hopeful after that.
I checked again that afternoon. They were gone from their spots, so I was hopeful once more. That is, until I was found them on the other side of the yard. They were still alive and apparently able to move easily. Still… they were stranded.
I really wanted to save them. I wanted to take them in and place them at least in the atrium where they would be safe. Alas, I have no idea how to take care of birds. I had no idea how old they were and ultimately knew I lacked the stamina or stress control to do the job. Sadly, I never checked back on them again.
Neko hasn’t been on much. She is a busy girl. It seems she’ll be taking some college classes again. She only has two semesters left, but she reacts to college a bit like me. She is stronger though. I only lasted three classes. She will start again around the 11th.
Shred also will be starting his summer classes soon. He starts tomorrow. Pretty much he starts the same day my mom has to go back for jury duty. Oi.
I still seem to be in my tired spell. It sort of worries me a bit, really. I go to bed from around twelve to two and sleep until six. I take my meds and snooze until seven. Usually I get up, eat and stay up. Lately… I just wind up falling asleep again. As of late I take two naps during the day time. I just collapse. I still eat regularly; I have still been getting in my two-mile walks despite this… what is the bloody problem? Oi.
Well, I’m fortunate in any case. I can sleep when I need it. My brother on the other hand has issues popping up. The other night Mom mentioned a concern he had about his body to her. The concern deals with a male cancer. Well, today he went in to get it checked out now that he is apparently scared enough to do something. Mom wanted him to go to a specialist, but he went to the ER. Oi.
So, now we are worried about him. Upon hearing what his concerns are, I couldn’t help but think it is effects from all the drug use he did. For all I know he still uses drugs, however. Sadly, my mom thought the same thing… taking in toxins all the time.
Well… that is all the news that comes to mind. Well, I have reached 164 pages on that concept story, though. Anyway, this month I have appointments in the 12th and the 29th. On the 12th I’ll see Mrs. Wynne. The other is a doctor appointment. It is five-forty and dinner time is approaching.