Eh… I’ve been considerably preoccupied with writing frivolous articles/essays/interpretations/opinions/unknown… Whatever one might label them as. Frivolous due to not being anything “important” like politics, rights to things, et cetera. I write to write, to remember and to work my brain cells a bit.
At the moment it is one and three. I’ve been writing a thing of analysis, observations, opinions, theories and what not over fictional characters. A waste of time, sure, but it makes my brain concentrate like mad, which I think is a good thing for it upon occasion.
It is also an off and on hobby of mine. I used to do such with people I knew because I had a drive to understand them as much as I possibly could. Eventually I came up with a verdict that such was not necessary and fruitless to a certain extent since no one can truly know anyone. Thus, it was better to enjoy being near the person than waste time picking up every little detail to store away.
I came to the conclusion fictional characters would be a good thing to exercise this on. Profiling and analyzing a human like some people do would likely depress me; I’d lose my drive or hit overdrive and no longer be able to perform under such stress.
This is stressful. The amount of time I put into such things is endless and I mainly stop just to sleep. Eating is usually done whilst studying and writing. One might say this is what I do for my manic states.
Still, I find it enjoyable by means of accomplishment despite my rational side says it is wasting too much free time. Oh well… In any case, I still have a long way to go still. Once done though, rest will be appreciated.