Tests said I was low on sodium and my BUN level was a mark off. It made my dad worry and in turn I just became annoyed with him. I suppose I really don’t take much notice/care to my physical health.
I went in again for blood work around the end of the month. The results came back and I was fine. My mom figures it was the 18 hour fasting. Hah.
That is pretty much the main reason I never really worry though. My middle school years dealt with extensive tests by doctors. I always came back with fine results.
Sure, one day it might not be fine… but after being a lovely guinea pig for tests and always coming back with fine physical health… I think I became freakishly burnt from it all and now just came to be uncaring in that area.
It is the same with trying new medications. I did enough testing with drugs… I don’t want to try something new and improved. The symptoms and such are freaking pains.
Despite all that, I think I am the same about other possible mental illnesses. I just don’t care. I consider myself a mentally screwed individual and I am actually quite content knowing that. It amuses me sometimes even.
Sigh…
Even though I noted a sabbatical in my last entry, I still hate to be a complete sloth when it comes to my Internet things. So, yeah… this is perhaps more of a duty thing. Yeah, I don’t expect people to read this thing and perhaps don’t really care for anyone to, but it is convenient and my hard drive is only so big for all the things I hoard.
Um… My wrist no longer endures pain. Yeah! Despite that, I think I’ll wear my lightweight arm brace for a long time still… maybe the rest of my life. After all, it had been a pretty serious injury for my wrist and hand to heal completely for 1/3 of a year. My mom said my wrist will likely always be vulnerable now. Sigh. That is what I get for drawing too much. Who’d have thought?
I am trying to draw again though. It is tiring however and of course my hand isn’t as steady or able to handle pens well. Weakness. I’ll get there again someday… and hopefully won’t injure myself again. Oi.
Around the ninth at nine in the evening I was going to wash my face with some hot water. after turning the hot water on it flew off and water shot out. The bathroom started to flood so I woke up my parents since I had no idea how to stop it.
Two hours were spent with my dad turning the water off, mopping up the floors, emptying the cabinets of their contents to dry the wood inside, mopping off the doors, taking out broken light bulbs, replacing them and trying to get all the shards off the ground. I had to take a chill pill around the middle of it.
In the beginning of the week after my mom went to a seminar at the capitol. She was gone Monday and came back Wednesday evening. The night after, Thursday, I had a lovely cold come on. Since then to now I have been recovering. Last night I woke up aching again. I assumed it was due to over exerting myself yesterday. Other than that I am likely close to being completely cured. Yay.
In other news, the 25th I’ll be doing the hair cut trip with Mom. Heh… A two hours drive for haircuts… Ha, ha, ha… Some of me thought if not going. I’d just let my hair grow and hold it back in a tail. I know it would disappoint my mom though. She enjoys my company oddly.
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Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Make sure someone looks after my writings and drawings.
2.) Make sure my other belongings are put to good use, like charity.
3.) To be as content or more content as I am now.
Three Names You Go By:
1.) Nyxity.
2.) Nyx.
3.) Not telling.
Three Screen Names You Have Had (Other Than This One):
1.) Alex_Seven.
2.) Lex.
3.) Nyx.
Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) Hands.
2.) Wrists.
3.) Body Type.
Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Be…
2.) More…
3.) Specific.
Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Not having my parents.
2.) Painful, long death.
3.) Loneliness.
Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Sleep.
2.) Air.
3.) Nutrients.
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Jeans.
2.) Tank top.
3.) Light hoodie jacket.
Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Fuel (Scallions as singer.)
2.) Cranes.
3.) Dresden Dolls.
Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Fuel – Song For You
2.) Garbage – Silence is Golden
3.) Cranes – Lilies
Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Understanding.
2.) Patience.
3.) Guidance – a specific sort though.
Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) Change is inevitable.
2.) I’m “sexually confused”.
3.) Love is like oxygen.
Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Lanky body (like the geeky kind)
2.) Dark, somewhat long hair.
3.) Light colored eyes.
Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Reading books, comics, net fics.
2.) Working/playing on my computer.
3.) Dreaming.
Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Take a nap.
2.) Or simply wake up a bit more.
3.) Snuggle my cat.
Three Careers You’re Considering/You’ve Considered:
1.) Once I thought about illustrating.
2.) Once I thought of working in a library.
3.) In the end, I suck at functioning in the real world, so am now a home-maker-like-thing.
Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Home.
2.) South Padre.
3.) Home.
Three Kid’s Names You Like:
1.) Alex.
2.) Cade.
3.) Maxwell.
Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) Stuffed animals… Mainly cats, tigers, novelties…
2.) Melt and coo over my cat.
3.) I do house chores…
Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) Action figures… but only of a specific character of a specific series.
2.) Assembling things like model kits that are similar to puzzles.
3.) Avoids saying the three little words aloud to another I care about.