Well, while half of the time I see my siblings as selfish, tonight my second brother takes the cake again. After about four years of apparent lack of stealing and drug use… my mother and I have belief that he has struck again. This is why we determine “apparent”…
Well, my mom was looking for some pain meds she got today for an upcoming surgery she has on Friday. She couldn’t find them. She looked, I looked and we came up with nothing. We checked all of her usual areas and I checked all the logical areas. We over lapped each other and checked more than once. There were no meds.
My mom even dug through the trash to look for the bag it came in and the list of what she got. She found mine, but all trace of hers was gone. The meds, the bag and the list were gone.
By then the fear was determined. We cannot help but believe my brother stole them. My mom is already anxious over the surgery. She has been preoccupied and forgetful as of late due to it. Now she doesn’t have the bloody pain meds. My brother is adding onto her stress, causing problems and is being a selfish idiot.
In turn I’m pissed off at him for stirring up this trouble. My parents are aging, they have sacrificed a lot for us, they are in debt because all of my siblings have drained them of money through stealing or loan payments. My dad is in poor health as it is and even though he’s retired he still has to work.
Though they are my siblings, I curse them. My sister is a selfish bitch who treats my parents like shit. She only cares about herself and expects the world to revolve around her. I don’t care about her problems anymore because she shows no respect for my parents and she won’t even stop to realize they do love, worry and care about her. All she does is blame them for not supporting her, not caring and a bunch of other crap that are just lies.
My second brother quit his job when he was almost head pressman, leaves for our old hometown and then comes back again because he doesn’t like his job. He can’t pay rent, he’s freeloading off my parents and now he does this shit again. I want to knock him over the head.
If I see him tonight, I’m going to tell him to help me look for her pain killers. If he helps, I’m going to tell him how this is affecting mom as well as me. If he doesn’t produce them or doesn’t help me search, I’m going to tell him I sadly believe he stole them then and if he did I hope he gives them back. If he doesn’t, then he might as well leave because all he is doing is falling back into his old habits, killing my parents and making me hate him.
Sigh…
At least my e-brother is doing better though. He’s the only one I don’t dislike at the moment. He has a full time job and at least tries to pay rent. He’s also been thinking of trying to go back to college. My parents won’t be able to send him, but if he does continue with his ideas and plans, he’ll be hopefully getting onto a better track in life.
Oi.
Well, I’m tense; I’ve been rubbing my forehead and thinking about how disappointed I am in my second brother. I wish my beliefs were wrong, but it is his same MO. My mom has a gut feeling and we both cannot help but look at him. Perhaps it is wrong to point fingers without proof, but that is how my brother works. He leaves no proof.
Meh.
My left temple hurts now, I’m frowning and my chest seems a bit tight. Damn it.