Bleh. It is only day one and I cannot say I’m all smiles. I went to bed around one AM. That is early for me. I usually go to bed around six to eight in the morning. I woke up a few times, but ultimately got up at ten-thirty. I would have gotten up at nine, but the house was frekaing cold, so I avoided leaving the bed, thus causing the second round of sleeping.
I forced myself up when the hour and a half passed because I had no intentions to keep sleeping. As said, I am trying to change my sleeping patterns. It was still freezing. The reason was because my brother turned the A/C down per usual and he was still home in bed, thus it was not turned up at all.
The rest of the morning to early afternoon was a struggle for me. As said, I usually sleep during the daylight hours. I was afraid that I would fall asleep at my desk. Luckily, I pulled through. I have not fallen asleep at all since getting up. I guess tonight I’ll go to bed at twelve and hopefully fall asleep not too long after. I hate trying to sleep and then recieve none until many hours later. Such a waste of time it is to lay in bed and be unable to sleep.
Anyway, my dad got home safely. He entered while I was in the middle of sorting keys. My brother surprised me by getting me forty of them. I did my usual repeating of “Cool” as I first looked at them.
Sigh. I’m still sort of tired, but I am trying to be strict. Geez… Too bad the real world allows no leniency on those who naturally sleep strange hours. Oh yeah, I found out what that feeling was yesterday – the one dealing with the girls. It was disappointment over them never stopping to send an email that could have merely been the length of one sentence.
The only reason I found out what happened to them was through this other person I know. Simply put, it rubbed me the wrong way to know she knew and that I likely never would have had I not mentioned. Sigh. Oh well.
That is all.